I swear I’m going to come back to this blog. I have to. I have to hold myself accountable. I have to make myself better. But right now it’s just…well the year took a turn I was expecting it to take, but it all happened…I don’t know. Timing, I guess. Timing is everything, and right now I am 4 weeks to my wedding, we’re less than 2 weeks to Thanksgiving (and my birthday), and about 6 weeks toward that glorious Christmas-New Year week that I have had off every year for the past 6 years but this year I will have to work because smack dab in the middle of Thanksgiving-Christmas, I’m taking a week off to get married.
So yeah. I’m stressed. My healthy eating attempts have been shot to hell. But more to the point, I am stressed. So I need to just focus on these last 4 weeks to the wedding, finish up last minute stuff (one HUGE one I can’t even get into right now, but suffice it to say it was a biggie), and then get through the end of December without too many bruises.
However! I will be going to see a physical therapist in a few weeks in regards to a lower back/pelvic issue I’ve been having. Since doing that week after week could get expensive, what I’m hoping is that she will be able to give me some exercises I can do on my own at home. And from there I’m hoping I can start doing OTHER exercises and getting more active.
Another thing I’m not sure I’ve mentioned over the course of doing this…I did, several months ago now, eventually end up purchasing some bras that are much better constructed than the ones I’d been wearing for years, which are somewhat helping with posture and definitely make a difference in support. They are expensive, but there’s…architecture, I guess, there that was lacking in the other bras I’d been wearing.
And now I’m exhausted because I tried to go to sleep about an hour and a half ago but was too anxious to drift off, so I’ve been watching Letterman and internetting and now I’m yawning and so I shall retire.